Melancholy

It is true that I am facing one of the toughest times of my life. My doting grandfather passed away just about a  month ago. My relationship with boyfriend is on the rocks. My friendship with my best friend, Seri Lee is getting pretty distant. Sighh.

For the past month, I've been drowning in misery. I've been turning my friends down, especially Seri. I just wanted time alone. I mean, time alone with a friend. Not with the boyfriend. That's all I need. If not, I just prefer to be alone. Just alone.

I'm sorry best friend.