It feels great to know that someone is sincere in being friends with you. That his feelings were pure and innocent. How could I even feel uneasy about this? I am not ready for such petty matters. Well maybe it isn't really petty at all. Truth is, I am still not ready. I still feel the pain. I remembered how it feels like waking up in the middle of the night in tears. I don't want that. I don't wanna get hurt or being hurt anymore. Perhaps, running away from all these would safe not only me, but everyone else? I really appreciate his sentiments. But just not yet.

Question is: When will I ever be ready?